wings of forgiveness . (to my paast relationship)

After everything that we've been through, I just want you to know, That I still love you. You had to go across the water, just to find what was here in my heart all along. Spend so much time trying to be right, that I was dead wrong. If Nelson Mandela can forgive his oppressors. Surely I can forgive you for your passion. You're only human. Had to run to the arms of curiosity, just to find what was here in my life all along . I had found that the art of simplicity, simply means making peace of your complexity. If Gandhi can forgive persecution. Surely you can forgive me for being so pity. I'm only human. I've searched for romance, flowers and affection. What I found is a lesson of what love really is . Found the game of love is not about how much you can take. In fact authentic love is about how much you can give . I took a swim, in the sea of guilt and misery, to find myself in an island in the middle of nowhere . In my solitude I asked to know the highest truth, and what I was told is to let own self be true. If Jesus can forgive crucifixion. Surely we can survive and find resolution. Let's keep it moving. Let's shake free this gravity of resentment and fly high. You're only human . Let's shake free this gravity of judgment . And fly high on the wings of forgiveness. After everything that we've been through, I just want you to know , that I still love you. I want you to know , that I forgive you. Thank you for teaching how to give . And I wanna let you know how much you changed my life. I wanna let you know you taught me how to fly. And I wrote this to tell you, I'm better cuz you taught me how to give. Want you to know , I still love you . And I always will love you . And I wanna let you know . I forgive you .

Horscopes .

Have you ever truely paid attention to your horoscopes?
I tend to, everydaay. I read my horscopes everydaay .
Man, I know why I believe in them so strongly, cause
reading horoscopes led the three wise men to Jesus Christ,
as well as the northern star. Yea, crizzle rigght ? LOL.
anywho, I rely on my horoscopes for relationship too ,
but lately , I dont think I should. they saay thaat VIRGO
and CAPRICORN'S are compatible, and i believe that...my
best friend of almost 10 years is a capricorn. but I'm not
so sure if I believe that with relationships, cuh I never
dated a capricorn. It's more than likely a Pisces that I
date . Matter of fact, I'm dating a capricorn now . I really
likee him sometimes I just dont know how depend on him .
And I dont know if im being bullshitted , he just so handsome .
lol . *hahahahhahaa* . but idk , i dont think ima rely on
my horoscopes as much as I do , causee it says capricorn
and virgo romantic relationship is a match mate in heaven . but
aint no match mate when you aint go one to prove thaat theory
. . . starting to believe thaat its Virgo and Pisces
match mate in heaven . LOL , thaat sheit is corny dawggg .
HAHAHAHAHHAHAH . pay-ce , to church , then to practice =]
capricorn

Criminal Mind.

So, I'm a young college student now. Finally decided what subject to major in, Criminology. Man, this shit is so interesting. It tells you how the criminal minds works, we talk about' how there mind is developed, what causes them to committ crime, etcera, etcera . but dude, one of the most interesting things I heard was the type of rapist there are out there. Groh and Birnbaum studied 500 convicted rapist and developed three different categories of rapists; Power Rapists, Anger Rapists and Sadistic Rapists.

• Power Rapists; are normally unsure about their masculinity, so they rape women or men using minimal forces. Their primary goal is sexual conquest and control. And they normally hold the victim for a long period of time and repeately rape them.
• Anger Rapists; hates women, and uses more force then necessary while raping her. His mind frame is set, to hurt, dehumanize and humilate the victim. Unlike the Power Rapists his primary goal is not sex.
• Sadistic Rapists; he obtains satisfaction by degrading/humiliating the victim. He/She becomes aroused by cutting, burning the victim. They are normally Mentally ill. The victim that he picks represents someone he believes gas hurt.persecuted him.

Man, this shit is so saad , and I pray for those men or women who had to suffer emotionally, physically and mentally because of a rapist defining these characters.